哇。。有新的blog了。。耶～～这一次我的新blog..我第一个想写的就是她了。。
第一个日记就属于妳的了。。不知道妳会开心还是被‘砸’到。。
我知道我每次与妳的谈话，我时常让妳‘砸’到。。难道我真的那么‘砸到’吗？？
我很高兴。。见到已经渐渐好渐渐开心的妳。。虽然我只是常常问你短短的一句‘妳今天怎样了’，妳都回不错啊。。很好。。没什么不好。。可是我心里就是不放心。。我知道妳的人。。妳是不喜欢被人绑住限制住的。。
那一晚。。我真的很惊讶。。那么晚了。。妳会找我。。虽然当时我是在外面。。与我的‘新春家人’开完会。。到麦当劳去吃‘早餐’。。我当时除了不知道我能在电话上能多陪你聊天。。我心里只能想立刻就在妳身边。。当时妳被狗吓到时，我真的希望吓走它们的是我。。而不是那里的人。。那时妳告诉我妳很冷。。我希望妳能怀在我的心里取暖。。妳发烧生病。。我都么希望能在妳身旁照顾妳。。看妳睡觉。。等妳起来时，为妳准备妳的食物。。妳要的东西。。可是这些都是我一直想办而办不到。。
妳每天失眠睡不着。。我希望我能哄妳睡觉。。我告诉过妳。。如果妳睡不着。。妳可以找我。。除了那一天。。我是没有等到妳任何联络。。有时睡觉还会起来查看妳有没有找我呢。。我还真傻。。睡觉时间已经不够了。。还这样等你。。放不下妳是真心话。。放得下妳还是口里常说的话。。
两年前。。妳爷爷去世。。我多么想到妳身旁陪妳。。当时的我办不到。。现在的我。。应该不是大问题。。问题就是我现在不是妳的谁。。只是一位普通朋友。。
你送我的这首歌。。我很喜欢。。它的意思也很好。。讲明了我的心情。。
两年前的一首歌。。（孙浩英-愛情帶來離別）和四年后的一首歌。。（BIG BANG - HARU HARU)
我希望和大家分享。。我放在下面了。。
我也很开心。。我知道妳已经有喜欢的人了。。所以我只能祝福妳早日追到他。。好让我真的能够放开妳。。只能怪我心里从放不下妳。。只能把那些记忆隐藏起来。。而不是忘掉。。
我常告诉朋友我真的忘了妳。。可是看到妳。。我就想起我们之间的回忆。。其他人不会。。只有妳。。不知为什么。。是不是不甘愿当时就是这样分手。。。一年前。。妳告诉过我。。
“不是我不懂..只是被你伤害过..以至没勇气在接受另一次的开始..
再说..也许是我们的时间碰得不对..在我放心去接受时..我爷爷又去世了..
让我们又遇上了考验..今天..他去世一周年了..我们也分开了一年..
刚刚路过你的部落格..知道你也有你的新生活了..也替你开心..
你说到那个她..对你很冷淡..时时刻刻都在想她..
别气馁吧..祝福你..“
”路过的小人物,
- Renee -”
这里是我尝试把妳忘掉的时候。。那是那个她是可以把妳的记忆隐藏在我的脑里的角落里。。让我看不见。。我以为只要我和她在一起。。妳的记忆就会慢慢消失。。可是最后她还是拒绝掉我。。然后我和她就只是朋友了到现在。。妳的记忆就HARU HARU的出现在我脑海里。。到现在只要看到妳上网。。就想和妳聊天。。不放过机会。。妳说我慢回妳。。可是我真的没有。。只要妳一回。。我一定立刻回妳的。。
四年前。。我们在一起。。断了一次。。我们真的有比以前的好。。可是。。时间就是不适当。。热恋期就开始不到。。机会在妳手里。。给不给。。妳自己决定。。
准备收拾了。。我等下要上飞机回家见我妈了。。有时间。。我想继续告诉妳。。我对妳的感觉。。
两年前的一首歌
四年后的一首歌
Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
i was wrong,forgive me..
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tatoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
Yeah,I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than i thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I Miss You"
I hpoe for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to yo,did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me,
did you forget completely I am worried,
I feel anxiety because i can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself,erasing my thoughts a thousand times
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live(on)
because i have no regrets from loving you
take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this I
because dull day by day..
Oh girl I cry ,cry You're my all,say goodbye
if we pass by each other on the streets
act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep something about our oast memories
I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him,(so)
i won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if i should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky,
like that white cloud
Yes,you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live(on)
because i have no regrets from loving you
take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I because dull day by day..
I hope your heart feels relievered
please forget about me and live(on)
those tears awill dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all
hope you will bury our promise of being together forever
baby I pray for you Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live(on)
because i have no regrets from loving you
take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I because dull day by day..
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live(on)
because i have no regrets from loving you
take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I because dull day by day..
Oh girl I cry ,cry You're my all,say goodbye,bye
Oh my love did'n't lie,lie You're my heart, say goodbye
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